This time I will not dwell too much on this
"story" that I definitely have to write in parts.
…And that's how I still remember it to the
present day, a strange, alien (foreign), and painful awakening. And to open
your eyes and look around, and not having a familiar feeling, not feel an
attachment or a connection like that you felt just the day before, from there
back ... to not feel that it is a very awkward feeling. You feel lost,
different from the rest, and I don’t mean only different from other beings that
inhabit the environment, but also to the same environment, the kind of
relationship and interaction, communication (if it exists), form of expression,
and so on.
Difficult to understand for example, that human
animals, being considered (by themselves) the most evolved in all the Animal
Kingdom, have so primitive behaviors that fully demonstrate the opposite to the
meaning of evolution. I remember before waking up in this place that wars were
not an everyday thing, not something as simple to carry out ... they were
always the last resort, as they extinguished civilizations and ended with
complete races, sometimes even planets. But as I believe I understand, now they
occur for irrelevant reasons most of the time, it's the easiest resource, and
obviously those who create them do not care about how many lives can be lost in
the process, they only care about the outcome (money and power, nor even survival),
regardless of the consequences. What happened to respect and love for the other
inhabitants of this planet?
I remember we solve these problems through
something called communication, which as I see here is becoming increasingly
scarce. They even invent new "technologies" (social networks) “meant”
to bring people closer, and what they do best is to keep them even further away
... they bring closer those who are far away and make those who are close to be
more disconnected (less personal and intimate). I also understand that before being
so evolved, communication was much more personal, there were letters, phone
calls, and personal conversation. Now it is email (if they still write
personally and do not copy and paste from a single email sent by millions of
people), text messages, and photo sharing. I have even witnessed how people
being in the same physical place prefer to send each other messages than talk. Interaction
and face-to-face communication is lost, so sad.
